Monday, 9 July 2012

What Doesn't Kill You O.o

Hey peeps :D

As a music lover, I’m into many kinds of music and genres.
But today I feel like sharing this one song from Kelly Clarkson, this song sounds cool to me..it called  “What Doesn't Kill You”.

I can say that this song has a deep meaning and it relates to me in some ways. Yeah I love any songs that are meaningful plus songs that can inspire me in life. As a 19 years old girl that will turned 20 in few more lovely months...I think life had thought me many values and morals also many sadness and wicked treats from others.

From this song, it shows that one's can keep going with her/his life even though they are by their own. No doubt its true, but still we need someone to be right besides you when life started to gives you lemons.

The question is who is that ‘someone’?

For me, that ‘someone’ actually consists of three important persons who are my mom, dad and sis. They always there in any moments of my life, when I’m totally down, when I’m sick to death and when I’m too happy in achieving something in life. They never let me forgets who I really am and always influence me to be better in any condition.

Hmm, but when it come to friendships. I think I’m a bit unlucky in it. Haha, I think so. The reason why I’m saying this is because I often end up with a friend that is not really a “friend”. I’m not sure where I get wrong but mostly I experienced a sad ending of a friendship. Honestly saying, by having a best friend with same gender as us it makes it harder to keep on as we have the same qualities that sometimes can create something unpleasant. So don’t be shocked many people out there prefer to be friend with someone who is opposite gender to them.

Yeah I have started my life again and again with many new friends and many memories seem so blurred at the moment. Some of them I totally forgot and some of them are too hurting for me to keep on remembering it. One thing people don’t realised about me is every little cuts in my life that once made me bleeds always turned me to a stronger person.

Once I get hurt, I used it as a drug for me to be much stronger in achieving anything in life. Maybe people think that I am too heartless, but without them knowing, I am the most sensitive person on earth .Lol.

When I love my friends, I will love them to the fullest. But when the love never be appreciated and just the bad sides of me being chase by them, it will totally disappoints me a lot. My motto in friendship, if you really love your friend, your will never intentionally hurt them, and if you do, he or she never was your true friend in heart, just in surface it may. 

Hm, so people, never judge your friend from rumours that you listened to, ask if you have to so no fake arguments will happen that can destroy a long time friendship. Always think before you react or say anything because even a word that cut deeps can last forever even it has been forgiven.

Take your time to listen to this song if you interested to. Enjoy! J

Friday, 6 July 2012

Converting Session =]]

Find Your Passions, And You Will Find The Real You :)





Alhamdulillah all the hard works at last ended. Well this tiny-tiny little educational blog was invented for one of the English subjects named Critical Literacy which I really loved and will always do. I realised something actually that pinched me to come up with this post. In these almost 2 months semester’s holidays, I noticed that I missed to write and write and to keep writing. As this blog is getting dusty as it important works already came to an ending, I wish to make it alive again. Frankly saying I have no idea who will read this ordinary blog of mine, but it’s not the main idea of me to continue writing, I just want to write more to fill and feed my own soul.

So, I decided to call this post as “converting session” as this educational blog of mine will transformed to an ordinary simple life’s diary of a girl named Julia Fiona. It doesn’t means that I will totally forgets this subject, but actually to appreciated the existence of it and to keep it to breaths. I think by keep writing even its not related to critical literacy anymore, but by still using my critical thinking skills to create and write every new articles or we called posts, means that this subject helped me to be better English’s student in real life. This is enough to show that this blog will never be wasted. I hate to take something for granted so this is the other reason why I will keep writing.

Okay enough with the reasons, so back to the business, I don’t know if there will be many changes on the looks of this blog, I don’t think many will be seen though. By the way, I really want to give my big appreciation to Madam Zalinda, she was so into giving my friends and me knowledge even how much hard or tired she was. Thanks for everything.

Hmm, semester 4 ends and here comes the big brother semester 5.Err, sounds scary actually, but honestly I can’t wait to finish with my study here in KPMIM. Many more things to be explored out there, that what we called the real life, the real cruelness and the real aches and maybe some happiness. Just to get all of you informed, this is my first attempt of writing my own blog so no offence with whatever I’m saying here and sorry with any errors in writing, it will be my bad. Every word written here should not be misjudged as long as no names being mentioned.

Holidays this time is extra exciting for me compared to before, because I had spent so much time with my lovelies’ family members and in hope never wants it to end too soon. But this is what we called life, we need to follow the flow right? So I have to bear the reality that these holidays will end in couples of days. I am counting the days, err, not so good in math though, haha, hopes it’s the same to you. If you good at math I will assume you as a genius. Err, Okay that doesn’t makes any sense at all. As I started getting random now, I think better I just stop here.

Happy New Semester Strangers With Some Memories of Mine Out There. I mean friends. Take good care peeps. ;)